MY BABY BOY

Benard Chew Chee Keong, my baby boy who actually hates me a lot.....

but now, i don't think he can lives his life without me.

neither can I ?

i love him a lot, as in really a lot

but he doesn't know about it at all..

he always says that he loves me more than i love him

so yaaaa

i'm so gonna prove him wrong..

On the 27th February 2011, he existed in my life.

a guy who actually love me and care of me a lot.

he's cute and i can guarantee that.

his reaction is forever exaggerated

and it makes me laugh whenever he react.

maybe he didn't notice that but whatever i'm saying now

is from the bottom of my heart.

although he has the same height as me, i never think thats a problem

if he is my true love. height is definitely not a problem at all.

everyone have imperfections

if we see it from other angle, we will realize that sometimes

those imperfections aren't that important as long as we accept it.

i love him and thats all i know..

he always stands by my side, never let me down.

never let me tear for him.

always by my side to comfort me =)

i think this is all i want to talk about... will update my bloody dead blog as soon as i can ^^

XOXO

BABY'S SWEET SIXTEEN

THE BIRTHDAY GIRL!!
JERALYNN LEE

an awesome cake from someone awesome.
and obviously it has stated on the cake.
from Jeffrey Piong with love.

and this is from all her babes..
Cookies, Junyi, WinShian and I !!!

the CKs
ps; this photo is accidentally uploaded so ya....

babes giving birthday kisses!!

there you go the five of us ^^

had an awesome night with them at NewBox KTV...
party till 4+am then went Makbul to yumcha.
reached home around 6am.........
got up as a vampire...
i'm dying very soon if i keep sleeping in the morning and wake up in the evening. FML

loves
XOXO

DISAPPOINTMENT

regret? what's the point?
sorry? can solve the problem?
forgive? can forget?
heartbroken? can fix it back?

i gave you my heart but you never appreciate it..

whenever you did a mistake you expect me to forgive you and forget about it

all you say is just a word which is 'sorry' to fix my broken heart.

after all when we are over, you say you're sorry

but do you think your apology is accepted?

even though i accept you sorry but you can never fix my heart.

you stick it back but it's not the actual one anymore.

please remember, never break someone's heart because you can never fix it back

once it's broken it will never be the one before anymore.

appreciate him / her before you regret ^^

xoxo

MAKING DECISIONS

FIRSTLY

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011

yes i know its sort of TOO LATE to wish everyone happy new year

but recently i'm so so lazy to blog..thus, forgive me please

PLAN OF 2011

firstly, when am I going to start college??

well, i don't know but it will definitely be after taking my result

ought to be May intake..

which course to take is still a problem...

Foundation in Science?

Diploma in FoodScience?

Diploma in Psychology?

what to take???

stick to science?

or change to business or financial

OMG

i hate making decisions..

LATEST TREND

do you know what's the latest trend in Malaysia...

i think all the Malaysian know..

COMMIT SUICIDE ...

teenagers especially..

they don't know how to appreciate life at all..

they life in a peaceful country..

no Earthquake, no Tsunami, no War, no Tornado

got FOOD, got WATER, got HOUSE, got FAMILY..

and yet they want to die.. ==

LACK OF LOVE

is always the reason why they commit suicide..

as we know, the so called hero, Alvis Kong...

has passed away few days back..

because of his girlfriend, who dumped him..

and i wonder, whats the point of dying for a girl. for LOVE?

it's not like after you died she will go back to you...

COMMITTING SUICIDE is definitely not a solution to solve a problem..

you will only bring more problem to other people..

you are damn selfish and irresponsible..

after Alvis's incident.. there is another guy who actually imitated Alvis..

Lun Sky, oh well.. he is freaking lame.. beyond STUPID..

he claimed that his family doesn't love him at all..

but, what makes a mother or a father doesn't love their own child..

i believe every parents love their own child no matter how fucked up they are..

the one difference is the way they express their love..

loving you doesn't means i have to say i love you to you everyday..

loving you doesn't means i have to kiss you everyday...

loving you doesn't means i have to get you whatever you want everyday..

he just can't use his fucking mind to think.. ==

in fact, parents who always work, leave their child alone with their mother or sister or brother doesn't mean they don't love their child..

they love him/her that why they work harder to provide a better living environment to their child.. if i don't love you i would have dumped you aside and go live my own life..

what for waste my time and effort to raise you up?

we should think positively...

never accuse that your mother or father don't love you..

your mum will never deliver you if she doesn't love you..

NEVER MAKE DECISIONS WHEN YOU ARE ANGRY

NEVER MAKE PROMISES WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY..

XOXO

NOTHING MUCH TO EXPRESS

I FUCKING HATE LIARS

please don't lie to me..
i really hate liars..
it's like i trusted you but what i got in return?!
YOU JUST DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS! =/

I'M DEFINITELY NOT A GOOD PLANNER

OH WELL...
since SPM is almost over...
we start planning trips...
so here we go again...

firstly...
OHM's Sunway Lagoon trip...
until now.. no one can give me a exact date, when to go..
everyone seems really busy...
was trying to figure out when to go... but...
somehow... the idea of gonig to lagoon on july 2011 came out...
Joey OHM suggested it..
pretty lame actually... it's really hard to plan a trip when everyone is busy..
OHM meei shih is going to National Service..
OHM yee has camp...
OHM sheng kang is broke...
so what can i say right??
we can't be selfish ..
so.. i think... let it be laaaaaa...
wait till the time when everyone is FREE....

the other trip
CHAOTUTT's one day trip to Genting Highland..
alright, this time we are really going to Genting to have fun and not slacking around genting with no direction...
but......can someone actually plan when to go..??
15th Dec, Jun and I have EST exam
16th Dec Jun having TK paper..
18th onwards Harry will be missing in action, due to his family plan..
that's why i say...it's real hard to plan a trip...
lets make it on the 17th of Dec alright??
WAIT!!! 17th of Dec, Daniels 23th birthday...
have to celebrate with him in Mist Club..
so how now?!!!!
==


so all this are things that i'm dealing with nowadays..
after SPM everyone seems nothing to do..
so we start planning...TRIPS..
it makes me tired actually...
everyday people start asking...
what's the plan tonight?
where are we going?
when are we going?
omgggg...
how am i suppose to answer all the questions???
when i myself don't know what to do. where to go..



LOVES mickey wansean
XOXO